Today is a day with plenty of number 1, because of that then I think it would have be a good day,
a lucky day maybe?
MY life up untill would be a total flat..
I have nothing to write on this blog but yet i wish to write..
Hmm.. Let me think..
oh yeah..I am selected to become one of the usher in One World Upcoming Event.
Yeah, I have been selected, just being informed last night.. dont really know how they actually picked as I thought my application have long been rejected since I had applied long time ago and no news come back to me. Maybe I am just not up to their qualifcation I thought as they need pretty girls. Fuuh... It actually lowered my self-esteem a little bit, but other than that, it was nothing as I am not big pretty faces existing in this world and I do not need my face to make a living. (Hope So, if not I will be miserable, muahahaha)
However, last night was out of expectations, a message fell into the friend's( A friend who has been selected asa one of the usher) phone last night asking whether I am still available.
I actually dont really need the money but I guess just out of curiousity and maybe just to get back my self esteem I actually agreed to take on the job.
Well, tommorrow(Saturday) is the day, I have no clues of what the event is all about, what it will look like, how big it will be or whatever about it, and also to tell you the truth, I'd never plan to get to know what it is all about, muahaha.. I am going there just to have fun and to get my pay.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
A story I Wish TO tell
There is a girl, named Eva.
She is a girl with independent, rocklike characters; have many sterling qualities.
She is always confident, strong willed and calm.
But on the dark side, she is a pessimistic person, and was so fragile that her heart will crumble into peices anytime if it were touched on any of the friendship, family-ship, or boyfriend-ship. she values all those relationship alot- always.
She is a Capricorn, as what was predicted:
The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind.
Yes, she is a strong friend, and values them alot, and once a Capricorn heart is damaged, it could never be repaired.
She was as told by the predictions, she looks strong from the outside, but fragile from the inside. Not many knows that, and everyone tends to treat her like:" she will be just alright on her own." that, " She does not need bestie, as she is tough enough on her own." , and " she is cool, not dare enough to be friend with her". All these words, who would have know that it actually hurts her very much.
Those words, make her no "bestie" as in best best friend, as she was always left alone to do things on her own. The only way out was to rely on her ownself, everything that she needed, she would just get it done by herself, she did not have best friends to share with all her problems and happiness,gradually, she grew apart from the people around her surroundings, she was not even invited to join a girl group' trips.
She has a Boyfriend, a boyfriend ease the sadness in her heart abit, so that her heart still hanging there. But, it is not enough for her heart to hang in there much longer. She needs friends that she can value and the friends that could value her as much as she did.
She tried to give out herself, but it seems that nobody have seen the true her yet; her kindness and her willingness to be their best friend, her willingness to sacrify just for her friends, she could be the best friend a perso ever have if only someone could see the inner, true her.
She is a girl with independent, rocklike characters; have many sterling qualities.
She is always confident, strong willed and calm.
But on the dark side, she is a pessimistic person, and was so fragile that her heart will crumble into peices anytime if it were touched on any of the friendship, family-ship, or boyfriend-ship. she values all those relationship alot- always.
She is a Capricorn, as what was predicted:
The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind.
Yes, she is a strong friend, and values them alot, and once a Capricorn heart is damaged, it could never be repaired.
She was as told by the predictions, she looks strong from the outside, but fragile from the inside. Not many knows that, and everyone tends to treat her like:" she will be just alright on her own." that, " She does not need bestie, as she is tough enough on her own." , and " she is cool, not dare enough to be friend with her". All these words, who would have know that it actually hurts her very much.
Those words, make her no "bestie" as in best best friend, as she was always left alone to do things on her own. The only way out was to rely on her ownself, everything that she needed, she would just get it done by herself, she did not have best friends to share with all her problems and happiness,gradually, she grew apart from the people around her surroundings, she was not even invited to join a girl group' trips.
She has a Boyfriend, a boyfriend ease the sadness in her heart abit, so that her heart still hanging there. But, it is not enough for her heart to hang in there much longer. She needs friends that she can value and the friends that could value her as much as she did.
She tried to give out herself, but it seems that nobody have seen the true her yet; her kindness and her willingness to be their best friend, her willingness to sacrify just for her friends, she could be the best friend a perso ever have if only someone could see the inner, true her.
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