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Here i am, blogging...
guess no1 is reading...so i am going to write crap~~~

today is...well...is just another day~~~
i have been going thru my holidays so freely and doing nothing much..
its too free already...
sleep....eat ...and then sleep...
what is this??
its not that i have been a TOTAL lazy buds in this house...i had healped my mother up alot of times...and not to exagerate..its evryday..
but it is juz today that i feel that my life lack of somethg..

yea...
i got go out with friends..meeting old frens...yesterday ..
and tommorrow..
ALMOST evry 2 days will have a meeting with different old frens..
who is cming back frm their respective uni..
nomather where there are..
even though i really happy to be able to meet up with thm again but i doesnt really take it as a meaningful thgs after all..
if u all knw wat i mean here..

i just hope to do somethg that is more DIFERENT ..
but what is different?
i dont knw..

i really thks tht i have totali changed my preferences..
the tv that i used to love watching hav make me terribly annoying whenever i open the tv..
if last time i never refuse any movies that is offred to me...guess what..yae..nowadays i would refused all of them..
even when i wathced the latest movies in the cinema..i will start to thks...what is all this craps???

i dont really sure whether it was my problem or its the movis is really uninteresting...

+.=。。。

as part of my memory~~

i have been bitten by an insect duno comes from nowhere.
its trully damn hurt, cant even habe a sleep after that. damn lo!...T.T

so, now what i am doing??
oohh~~am blogging.
duno its damn long time i dint blog lor..
duno still got people care to see or not..
wakaka..
anyway, i am just writing this out of my boredom (it have always been like that pun=.=)..
honestly, i remember that i dont have much talent in establishing a realtionship.
moreover for the relationship that will last more longer..
it has always been like that since ...dont know when....

yea..well..let me take for an example..
u see, while making friends, i cant really establish realtionships that is really comfortable if for the one that i am not favour to, not like some people that can really establish a connection with any person that the meet.

yeah!!!

what i am talking here is the CONNECTION.
I AM really terribly honestly not good at all in this.
well, in the other hand, for those people that i firstly can mix up well, it will continue to evolved into a relationship that is tied firmly.
i means FIRMLY~

i dont know, is that makes me a failure in social skills?

well, i have been trying to overcome this "illness", i considered it as an illness as i dont likes this behaviours of mine.
haha..however, up until now, it still dont have any significant chhanges..
izit those acharacteristics have been in my genetic code or somethgs like that???

tel me my fellow readers, do u thk what i am saying about myself ABOVE is true??
heheh!!!!