was not able to sleep..
alot in my little mind..
am i the only one who think do much
never really tell any1 about 1 thing..
miss family...
miss my sis.
miss mom..
miss dad..
miss akong..
miss ama..
hope ama is fine up there..
cannot bear anymore..
i think i have buedened some1 alot..
i dont want to be the burden..
i cannt be the burden..but ..y do i become 1?
i doesnt deserve the care..

how can i sleep?

how can i sleep?
how do i sleep?
what should i do to sleep?
what can i do to make me sleep?
what else can i ask to make me sleep?
in this time and moment..all i think is you..

im just not good enuf..

im really sorry...
i always have hurted you..
always is my own..
im too selfish..
the more i behaving that way..the more i feel that i was a failure..
im sorry..am just not good enough for you ..dont i?
punish me if u would..
am just not good enough for you..