I WAS ONCE A HAPPY CHILD,,,NEVER DID I KNOW THE MEANING OF HATRED....

Here i am, starting all over again, it was so long that i havent posted anythg here.. i dont knw have all the fellow followers have been giving up on me..sorry guys..

It have been tough days....


why?what happens?

i have always tell people around me that i was alright..
just alright...never really tell out what is hidden in my heart b4..
not totally i mean..
not that i dont wana say.just i dont knw how to tell..
its not something that i can just utter out with a few sentences of words to make the situation clear..

the truth is..i grew this big..never been stabed back b4...until that day..

i heard rumours about my ownself..saying all kind of bad stuffs about myself..
i was like crying on the spot..but i dint luckily..
i thought we are best friends..even if not the best friends..we are friends..
i never even think anything bad about u..nor tht i offensed you..
it was such an unbelievable truth that i discovered..and unbearable..
the felling of being betrayed is kind of getting my heart crumbled apart..
i just want to live happily..
i was SO HEART-BROKEN MY FRIEND..
 if only i dont never treat us as a friend of mine.
i wont get hurt so much...
whatever i have thought b4 was just a passed by wind..a blow blowed evrything away..
deep beneath my heart..
i hope that all is not true..
u never said all those words..about me..
if only u tell me b4 telling other ppl..
i would be so grateful..
if only..............
then i wll always be the happy child...who never knows the meaning of hatred........stilll...
i hope times passes by faster..heal the wound in my little heart..\
never mind u hate me..
i hope you well..
i hope u happy always..
thank you for everything we had have together..
thank you..